50 things that really matter

wisdom. warm spring days. memories. honest work. faith. bubble baths.
passion. puppies. the sounds of music. seashells. candlelight.
saying "i love you". saying "i'm sorry". flowers. motherhood. a good book.
kindness. afternoon naps. friends. thunderstorms. sad movies. family.
gratitude. quiet time. independence. imagination. contentment. milestones.
hugs. sunrise. children's art. the smell of a new baby. romance. holidays.
trust. sympathy. holding hands. charity. summer nights. old dogs.
family dinners. a good cup of coffee. curiosity. a sense of wonder. hope.
companionship. home. butterflies. courage. you.

xxx Char

What a gentleman

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"I'm a gentleman, chivalry is what I do. I'll open doors, pull out your chair, buy your drinks, but when it comes down to Mario Kart, I draw the line. I'm sorry but I just can't let you beat me at Mario Kart."

(I won)

xxx

It hurts so bad..

"i don't want us to fight or go our own way, i just want us to be friends, to be stupid and annoying, i want us to scream at each other cos your boyfriend is an ars, i want to be there when you get married, divorced and married again, i want us to be anything but us. i dont know how i want it and i quite frankly can be botherd less on how we are friends, i just want you to be, babe. And i just don't want you to leave."

"I have to leave. I don't see any other option."

Goodbye babe, Vive ahora.

And then he said to me:

"Wanting you happy was always more important than just wanting you"

xxx

So we have got to get this right...

Let's say that theoretically I really like you. And theoretically even though it sounds moronically cliche and overused - you give me butterflies. And just for kicks, let's add that all in theory of course you may be one of the wonderful people I have ever met, and hypothetically my heart beats ten times faster when I see you. Do you think that you would supposedly (and in the most theoretical sense) feel the same way?

xxx