He's back on drugs again

-Voor jou, big brother -

He's back on drugs again
Even though he knows it ain't right
He can't even call up his friends
And say "help me save my life"
He's so ashamed of himself that he's
Come full circle
Nobody understands what it's like to
Be this boy
So he disappeared, and he
Wasn't clear, and he
Didnt say where he was going

Save his life, won't you help?

He had the woman of his dreams
And some success
And he was so happy, and looking well
It was this one dark night, that he
Slipped
And then the next morning that he
Felt like a piece of shit
So he's hanging out, and he's
With the crowd, and he's
Travelin' where the wind is blowing

And she's a real good girl and she
Wants to save him 'cause she's
More than been there all before
And he's so confused and her heart
Is breaking and she
Dreams he's knockin' on her door

save his life

Please?

X Char

The big question

Are you going for the one you love

or

the one who loves you?


X Char

I miss you more than you will ever know.

It is one of life's tragedies when you meet someone that you know is meant to be but due to unexpected circumstances and misunderstandings becomes someone you knew.

Or when you can walk right past someone that at one part of your life was a big part of your life...And how you used to be able to talk to them for hours about the little nothings in life...and now you can barely look at them and they at you.

And all you have left is that aching feeling in your soul...

X Char

You

How I see myself...

I think I'm always that one girl who never gets the guy. Always losing. But putting up a good fight. Afterwards thinking "Damn, you sunk my battleship!"

Everyone thinks I'm indestructible. The girl who never flinches, the girl who always has a smile on her face, the girl who's gone through nothing, the girl who has no scars. And I don't want to live behind a wall of laughter and smiles anymore. I want people to understand me, I want people to understand how hard it is to deal with all this crap and still be expected to be happy. Why can everyone else just fall apart, while I have to keep it all together?

I guess I just prefer to see the dark side of things. The glass is always empty. And cracked. And I just cut my lip on it. And chipped a tooth.

I always fall for that one guy who is so out of reach but still close enough to make it hurt.

I dont understand why Cupid was chosen to represent Valentine's Day. When I think about romance, the last on my mind is a short, chubby toddler coming at me with a weapon.

My problem

You wanna know what my problem is? My problem is that I love jerks. I'm a magnet for them. As long as they're good at lying and tells a good story. As long as they flirt way too much with no intention of ever caring about me. As long as they run like hell the minute I need them.
I'm the girl assholes love to leave. Yeah, I think that's what wrong with me.

X Char

For C.

It was almost as if you disappeared, wasn't it? Say the magic words and "Tada!" you're gone.

Now what are the magic words to bring you back? Cos..well..I miss you

Maybe you were just one of those people who were supposed to walk into my life, teach me a lesson, then walk out.

Love,
Char

It's my party

And I'll cry if I want to!

X Char